oolalahh

why is it so hard for you to let go?
why do you feel the need to control my life?
why cant i live my life normaly?
why do you have to make things so much harder?
why do you have to have me all for yourself?
why do you love complicating things?
why must you always find or MAKE problems?
why are you so fucking selfish?
why do you love making me miserable?
why cant i understand your way of loving me?

why am i not doing anything?
why am i still living with all these shit?
why am i still accepting things?
why cant you see the way i really feel for you?
why cant you see all the sacrifices im making?
why cant i have enough of this?
why do i still love you so much?

everyday of my life, i pray that you find Him.
coz its not me that you need.... its Him. You are so lost.
I just wish you could read this....

i don't exist again.